After visiting gowri and loga's house we went to Sunway Piramid >.<

We went there with sue and her bf ..he car is like racing car and it has only 2 doors.Once his car come then u will definitly know it because there is a loud sound coming out from it.

 

                                     rac(my  best best friend) and me

 

                                     Yvonne and me

 

We went to watch Tropic Thunder which is a comedy movie. It was very hilarious and nice to watch...for those who want to have watch a good comedy movie htis would be a very good show...its really worth the price that you pay for the ticket...and it rare we get to see jack black,adam sandler ,robert downey Jr  act together...and even tom cruise acted in this movie(i only realised it at the end of the show..>.<) lets see whether you can identify tom cruise earlier then me..haha >.<

 

Rac is supposed to see and test sue's bf ..lol...

Well i didnt really talk much to her bf because i dont know what to say..hehe. Anyway i wish sue and her bf happy  together..>.<

 

We also meet Yvonne and her BF...Haiz why all with bf wan..only me and rac dont have bf..>.<

 

We went to eat at Fig and Olive .THe food was quite good 

 

 

                            

This is what i called.Chicken pesto carbonara.Its delicious but the cheese sauce is not enough

 

                              this is Figo fish Oglio

 

                            

                             1st row=> me,rac,sue,ronald 

                             2nd row=>yvonne,hwei or wei(forgotten what is his name)

This years deepavali is definitly different from last year. I still vivdly remember last year a whole bunch of my highschool friends went to loga and gorwi's house and the atmosphere is very lively..

 

                                                  last years during deepavali in gowri's house

 

WEll this year there is only 1/2of last year amount.Only me,sue,rac,jing yin, kang wei ,pretiba,kavintran,and leela went to loga house and only me,sue, rachel and kang wei went to gowri's house...(the mutton curry is delicious...:) yummy)

 

Everybody seems to be busy here and there and maybe the amount would be even lesser next year....5 Azam class is not as close like it used to be. Ohh well, i wish i could go back to secondary school years where there were not so much homework, less stress and no assigment!!!!            

 

                                                i miss the atmosphere ;(

 

 

 

this is a very awesome song ;)...love this song a lot

 

 

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

 

 

 

 

                                                                                    

                                                              arr..i have a habit of closing my eyes when i snap photo...:s

 

                                                                           my sis and me

 

                                                                                     my cousin sis and her bf...aren't they lovely..hehe

 

                                                                    rain rain rain all the way

 

                                       

                            the ji bao kai taste quite good but the yong tau foo is ma ma tei

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

8^th Oct  11.59am

 

Today is really one heck of a day…..

I will remember this day ..the day started with  HAPPY mood because I get to go out after working for the past 1 week..then xw sms me she say hong jun say can check the results the..then I started to get NERVOUS and ANXIOUS because I am very scared I will FAILLLL my subject for the first year and first semester of my degree….but I tell to myself..you enjoy first then later when u go home then only you check the results…

 

I meet xw at times and we go and eat first because we didn’t really eat breakfast..hehe

We went to …..i also forget what the restaurant is called..it is just behind Starbucks near the cinema there..after we order the food then I saw a girl using the computer there…then I said”You can go there and use the  computer there and check arr..lol”(because she like keep on worring about her results and we also want to check something....) but I don’t want to see my results first because I know it will spoil my mood for the day..haiz… after xw check hers then I try to check mine…my heart keep on pounding faster and faster ..ARRRR I am very SCARED…but I also CURIOUS and want to see how I fair???????????

But in the end I ended up DISSAPOINTED because I cant log in to check..but xw score really  good results in my opinion..haha(I also HAPPY for her but still I am very WORRIED about my results)

 

Then we go  and walk around and go and buy birthday present for my friend….^.^

Its like treasure hunting everytime when I want to buy birthday present for people..hehe…I feel very TIRED  because i don’t what to buy and we walk aimlessly searching for the present…

Suddenly I got a brilliant idea..haha…and do something special for my friend..hehe I hope she likes it when she get it..keke

Then later benny and cs come and meet us at Times and the movie is entitled “Flight of the living”(most of the time also go and watch either trailer or horror movie )and the movie is 7.40p.m.,so we go and walk at Sg.Wang…I also receive an sms from my friend saying she didn’t do well in her exam..then I started to keep thinking and SCARED again..haiz..i keep on worried and scared .We went to Kim Gary and eat our dinner..i feel a bit HUNGRY but I don’t really have appetite…then we talk talk then talk about the results..(benny and cs went to UTAR to get the results but the clerk told them next week only the results will be out) then I said my friend already check her result and she is also from Setapak campus….and here it goes again….i didn’t expect to check my results in this way..ohh well but still at least I get to check my result using benny’s results..

I was the first to check, when we manage to go in..the my heart keep on pumping faster and faster…and I slowly and ANCIOUSLY scroll the phone..all of them don’t sudeenly keep quite and pretend to don’t look at me>.<

How I wish time could stop at that moment so that I do not need to face the result

And I close my eye and going slowly and slowly..

then I saw the first results,..(Gilp..still ok gua)

Second results,   (sweating already)

Third results,      (I don’t dare to continue)

Fourth results,     (took the COURAGE to scroll down )

Fifth results,…… (I like geleng my kepala..then look at they all.they all don’t dare to say a word)

And

Sixth results…..(OMG..i wonder what my GPA would be)

 

Well..i manage to survive this test and didn’t fail(my prayers and wish at Melaka from the wishing well did came true because I did not fail…)and still manage to maintain my ptptn..

PHEW… that was close…..but its like the worst results I have score so far…..and I am very DISAPPOINTED of myself and wish could turn back time to do better…

 

After that, benny  check his results..he needs to get 3.0 and above or else he can say sayonara to his hair and welcome a new look..lol(he bet with Kenny that they both must score 3.0 and above or else the will shave their hair)

Well..we wont be bald after all..

 

And then cs check his results…

He check and laugh a bit and then check again..again and again…

 

In the end everybody know their results..

 

I still feel down  after knowing my results…haiz Then we went to the cinema…

It’s a trailer movie and something like resident evil…but this want is in an aeroplane where there is a virus and once the person get the virus the person will die and then awake again to be zombies and eat human flesh…

 

Well..i was kinda SCARED at first..and keep on closing my eyes when I feel the zombies will suddenly appear…but then got a malay lady keep on laughing…and the way she laugh makes people want to laugh only..i was like siao meh..watch trailer also laugh…

 

She laugh like this”wa ha..ha..ha..”(each ha she will like pause a while then ha  then pause and ha again..) then slowly slowly..everybody beside her laugh when she laugh…LOL

A trailer movie become a comedy movie…and we all also started to laugh…SIAO LIAO man…and it makes me not scared of the zombies also..and it seem like counter strike only because the zombies keep o appearing and they keep on shooting and shooting..and the atmosphere in the cinema totally change…LOL

 

This is the first time when I watch trailer movie got people laugh and laugh like that…well it did brighten up my mood a bit…lol

 

On my way back to home I keep on thinking and think and starting a dialogue to my self..its like the there is 1 good and 1 bad side like in the cartoon..lol

But on the way back..i really done a deep thinking and thinking and thinking of is this how I really want it to be….then I started to think back of what my father said..although he nag me at this about how I am not serious about my studies by actually its for my own good..the results is like a hanging a thing there and it is up to us to grab hold of it or just let it be and it order to grab hold of it it needs a lot of EFFORT and and PERSERVERANCE and CONSISTANCY..and we are the ones to determine and can change our results..if you yourself do not change then even if people push you it will be pointless….

The results reflects on us and we study is not for other people but for ourself  and I have to climb the mountain to challenge myself to strive better and see if I can see the dawn and only time will tell it…and I keep on thinking do you want to be like the workers in the factory I work there where the have to work so tire;ly and long hours and get so little salary or sitting in the office and be CEO or Director of a company or any job that have high salary….

 

ALL I CAN SAY IS I NEED TO CHANGE AND PROVE TO MYSELF ..AND WELL MY NEX TARGET IS

“I WANT TO GET 3.5 AND ABOVE FOR NEXT SEMESTER”

Although it seems a bit crazy but well..i have to pull my my gpa..

 

If other people can do it ..why not me?

 

And another thing..lol

LOL…when I came home my sister told me that my mother suspect I have a boyfriend because I have been goin out quite often lately…I was like WHATTTTTT..this is so untrue….lol

 

 

well..today is my second day of working in the company called efficient mail...

 

well..1 thing i can say about the company is the security is very very tight.......everywhere u go u need to scan your fingerprint even when you want to go and pee ''=.=and me and my sis have to wait for somebody's finger to scan at d meachine then only we can go in..

 

Well...there is a lot of foreign workers there....there is also 1 worker there..he is a philipino,and he call himself nicole ritchie and called me britney and my sis is called paris..'=.=(dunno where he get that name from..) and his english is really damm good man(he is also a temporary worker there like me n my sis to help out)...

 

then today(wednesday) i woke up late arr..

i thought i wake up at 8..mana tahu when  i see the time its already 8.30...then me and my sis faster piu to there....phew att least we reach there and punch the card at "9.04 a.m"(we reach there round 10 minutes earlier but hvae to go through the hassle to get the tag this and that that why late a bit..hehe)

 

then we start our work...then the nicole say 1 of the workers there like me..i was like haa..swt arr...'''''''''''=.=

 

 but things start to turn scarry when jo(one of the workers who know how to speak a little chinese came and talk to me..)he stand beside me and say something..but i dont get it..then he say 1 of the person like me..swt swt swt swt swt...then i just smile only..n that time only got me and my sis is the only girl thereand there are a few foriegn workers there....so we a bit scare lo..and the person like wanna talk some more..then i like didnt really choi that person..arr..scarry...somemore the malays ladies are not there...then i tell my sis we can not leave each other..we must stick together..lol

 

 

luckily i just work for a short term only not long term..if not i sure die........